30th of Dec

30th of Dec~
a very special day.
someone i liked for years~
and now, it's just some left behind memories.
not blogging much bout this...
curious?! wanna know the read my old posts la!
that's all for this!
i can't stand anymore!


joyeux anniversaire 1251825

my life

well~
i'm back ("sort of")
i'm always here. just too lazy to blog.
i have been working for about one week.
actually this job is quite ok~
get to learn new stuffs that i don't reli know
such as packing a gift, applying make up and bla bla~
anyway, i miss my girls!
haven't seen them for quite some time~
although most of them are so near to me
but we just dunhv the time to go out together!
but still i get to chat with sa sometimes~
oh i reli miss u!
missed the time we hang out around!
oh ya! and she told me she broke up with jason again~
for others maybe they'll say "oh!so wasted! they'll get back soon rite?"
but i clearly know what my girl wants..
she do know what she's doing now!
so as long as she's happy
then everything is alright
no need explanations..
and i reli feel that...
now is not the best time to get into relationship..
maybe u'll think that
"aiya! ppl always say the same thing la"
but i seriously think so~
in life we have so many things to enjoy
is not just love that keeps us alive
we still have friends and family
and they can last longer than any relationship
as long as u want it to be...

cheers!

the moon is smiling! xD
is true!
I can't believe it until I saw it with my own eyes 0.0
anyway~
today is the 1st day of working in Yves Rocher
quite boring actually~
not that many customer~
and damn it!
I havta put make up evd!
omg!
what will my face be when school reopen??




I wanted to watch Twilight again!

28/11

not posting much these days!
cz I'm too lazy to post! xD
actually I wanted to post something ytd and last few days!
but i gave up~ hehe!
well! we watched Twilight today!
when I was in the cinema, sitting down on the chair
I can't believe that finally! Twilight is there!
lol
the starting was just the introduction from Bella~
about how she move to Forks and so on~
they skipped most of the part
and they brought Jacob and Billy to the front part of the movie!
therefore, u'll get to see Jacob before Edward!
Jacob was good-looking there~
but I dun think he looks good at the beach part...
the way he laughed made his nose looked quite weird!
newayz
we'll get to see him more in New Moon~ lol
and then Edward came out!
omg! his crooked smile! so dazzling! xD
and till now I was like can't believe that I watched the movie~ xD
going to watch again tomorrow with De Xian
and now I'm waiting for Han En to confirm whether she wants to go onot~
I'm so excited! xP
and if Larissa read this she will think I'm crazy rite? lol
I miss u girl!
come back soon before I go crazy xD
well... I think that's all for now~
I think I'm going to get fever soon~
whatever la!

I love the prom scene! cute couple!

Buai!

woohoo!

Twilight will be out in cinemas in US today(is ad 12 so is 21st)
and in one week time it will be in M'sia!
yeah!!
I'm so excited! lol
I can't wait anymore!
I hope I can fly myself to US now
and get my butt stuck in one of the chairs in the cinema viewing Twilight! xD

madagascar 2

wee wee~

madagascar 2 is in cinema now!
i wanna watch it!!
xD
see this cute cute hippo!
Gloria!so cute~
melman the giraffe! ==
marty the zebra =)
alex the lion! rawww! xD

holidays?

is holidays again!
weee~
actually we started our holiday on tuesday xP
school so boring~
who wanna go? xD
at home also the same thing~
but can sleep more, wake up later
who cares??
hmmm~
can't find any job la!
sit at home until i almost "rust" d!!
haih!
siennn!
k la!
gtg d~
blog another day~
buai!

sunway!

is going to be 9.30am soon~
and I'm still sitting here on9 and blogging!
xD
going to sunway later!
sure. we're going to skate!
but i feel so sleepy la!
and hungry! >.<
waiting for mum to bath!
and sunway i'm coming! woohoo~!
k la!
go watch anime 1st~
i'm addicted to anime nowadays!
buai~

take a break!

yeah~
is over!
16days of examinations xD
finally finished~
is time to take a break and get some rest!
can't wait to go out now!
i want fun!!

3 more days!

rite!
3 more days and exam is gonna end! xD
actually this blog should be posted last to days!
I'm just too lazy to write~
i told u all that i'm going out last sat rite?!
now let me tell u what had happened...
fetched han en in the morning and reached bkb court by 9 something~
haha~
i reli reached there after 9!
after bkb we went to eat~
u know what?!
fred had a lot to tell while he was eating!
and he ended up to be the last to finish the food!
can u imagine when he wanted to put the food into his mouth
and suddenly he paused to talk!
lol~
ain't it funny?
after that went to ying yi's hse to bath~
reached cinema around 3
watched "the coffin"...
we met jenn and nushka there~
they're watching the same movie too
during the movie,
han en was beside me!
she was sitting between me and ying yi
u know what!
she covered her face with the jacket
i wondered how she gonna watch the movie~
well
the movie was quite nice actually
nothing scary
except a scene where it makes everyone shocked!
lol
after movie went to eat~
and kao siang came!
went to the fun-fair with him after his dinner~
the 1st thing we played there was the ferris wheel
is called Euro Wheel there
and it was kao siang who suggested to play that=.=
me and han en was screaming up there and he was enjoying it~swt
after that we went for bumper car
and the last was challenger!
omg!
i tell u~
dun go for that if u're not ready
kao siang and han en vomitted xD
can u imagine how scary that thing was?!
k la~
gtg d~!
is going to be 1 am soon~
and i still have paper tomorrow
wish me good luck xD
nitez
buai!

1st of nov!

Halloween is over now..
that's means Sa's birthday also end d lor~
haih~
can't celebrate with her~
sad la!
like didn't do anything for her also~
present also not yet buy~
what a bad friend am i??
sorry ya~
forgive me k! 0.0

tomorrow~ i mean sat~
means today la~
going for bkb at butterfly park~
haha~
after that go watch movie at AEON~
then fun fair! xD
fun fun fun~!
k la~
havta sleep d~
if not later 9am i also haven't reach there~ xD

BUAI! xD

changes?

25th was over!
is 1.15 now~
ytd wasn't a very special day for me
but there were some changes in someone's life now
is hard to explain~
and it came all in a sudden
quite surprising actually
but i know how it feels

blur?
curious of what i'm talking about??
lol
wanna know more??
wait for my next post la~
or maybe someday not long from now~
u all will know
someday
sometime
someone
some secret
xD

the last time...

this is a song from a 17 year old girl~
no one knows her name...
she had past away~
there are many stories bout this song~
one of the version is that,
this girl is sick,
and before she die,
she wrote this song for her boyfriend...
and some says that she wrote this song
when her boyfriend broke up with her
before she commits suicide..
another version is that
this girl found out that she got cancer,
and her boyfriend loves music and composing
so she wrote this for her boyfriend as a memory of them...
and one more version is that
this couple love each other very much,
but the boyfriend was sick,
and she wrote it for her boy,
and some time later the boy past away,
and the girl killed herself...

despite all these stories, the girl was no longer living in this world anymore~
this is a very touching song~
so, try listen to it and u will know~

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方

不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮

所有回忆抹去 却并不容易

生死由天决定 不要太伤心

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

oh...在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前

我想对你说我爱你

在你怀里 舍不得放弃

心里有千万语还没说给你听

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛

这次告别就不能再相遇

不能再陪你 但不要忘记

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我爱你

http://www.imeem.com/people/DfEW8e/music/AtLuMq3w/lavigne_mp3/

one week passed~

finally,
we had gone through a week of examinations!
and I do have sleepless nights!
I really never get to sleep the night before Chemistry paper~
I can't imagine these will go on for few weeks time~
and today I am totally blank when sitting for Physics~
hope i won't have any red marks~ xD

alive!

wooo~
thank god I'm still alive today~
yea~
today is the first day of exam~
and we just did it alive!
xD
just not after finished eng paper
it was like half an hour left
and
I was there, sitting down, doing nothing~
everything in my mind was about Twilight!
Edward, Bella, Jacob, Renesmee, Alice!
omg!
I just can't get it out of my mind~
exam.. i hate u~
Edward... I LOVE U xP

Twilight last movie trailer~

FINALLY!!!
the Twilight last movie trailer is out~
oh~~
is soooo sweeet~
u must not miss it~
go and watch it now!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ALC94IcMbLI

5 more days

yea~ 5 more days to exam~
and i'm still here on9ing~
and it's 12.16am now...
i'm not sleeping yet~
cz i'm not going skul tomorrow~
ahhh! 17 days of exam!
most of the main subjects have 3 papers!
omg~
why la they do that to us?
17days!
everyone has to burn midnight oil studying~
ish!
imagine those sleepless nights!
life's so miserable and horrible!
why don't just abolish examination!?
they're just wasting papers!!
why why why????!!!

we will miss it...

finally,

ytd was the last day we work at Mid-valley's Carrefour
haih~
everyone has their own memory there~
and we're gonna miss it so much!
oh ya~ there was a fight there yesterday~
is between a malay guy and the UOB credit card salesman
i not sure what happened actually
though, they fight beside my counter!
who cares~
i just know the malay guy was bleeding
and the salesman is gonna get fired!
haha
the best part of the day is during the journey back home
we have fun singing songs to Fred
and he was like smiling only
so gong~
then we went to the funfair me,
larissa, y2k, kao siang and fred
we went for bumper car and vortex
vortex make me feel like vomiting la~
and then we took a pic
and larissa's parents fetch me home after bathing,
i went on9 until almost 2~
and when i wake up today my neck ached~
i tot i sprained my neck while i'm sleeping
when i went to gerald's class only i know elaine's neck was the same too
and larissa told me she just started to feel the pain!
and is all because of the vortex!!!
so painful la~
but it's fun! xDthe first day of working~i like this!

ang king poh "shitting" on a dustbin

kao siang sleeping in the bus!
he just know how to sleep only~

ha! what are they two doing there?when we pulled him to quiksilver~ lol xD

at funfair

Is Monday!

Is Monday! yea~
what happened two days ago??
haha~ i told u rite... i went to work! hehehe~
ok~ come on! let me tell u what happened~
here we go~
1st day i coupled with ying yi
and i'm the cashier and she is the wrapper~
i'm nervous and keep on press the wrong thing
but luckily at the end of the day
i din short of any money
instead, we have extra 10 bucks! xD

then the next day,
luvena suggested to change couple
so me and crystal
luvena and ying yi~
this time is crystal's turn to be the cashier
and we have fun singing "cha jian er guo" with "show"
hahaha~
crystal enjoyed scanning things
and i enjoyed packing things
so we din change la~
but this time we're not that lucky~
we short of RM 21.30...
but luckily the head cashier said the supervisor will pay...
but where she get the money from?
the answer is our salary!
ish! nvm~
as long as we have fun!
both the days we have loads of fun~
and we met some fussy customer!!
and now we know that
customers sometimes are hard to handle!
so next time,
if anyone of u going to shop!
PLS DON'T SHOW FACES TO THE CASHIER!
is not their fault to waste your time!
they don't want that to happen too!
UNDERSTAND?!
haha~ k la k la!
i got to prepare for tuition class later!
if i have time to on9 later...
i might post more! hehe~ k la
chaoz 1st!
tata~




-stephannie cullen-

when we're together!

yea! tomorrow is the day~
we are going to work together...
me, Sa, Han En, Ying Yi, Crystal, Luvena, Mc.... so on~
actually this afternoon we have some problem with it...
and we're about to quit! looong story la...
but , we still get to work at last~
so... we're working!
this is not the first time i'm working~
but, is the first time i worked with all my friends...
all together!
quite excited!
exspecially Sa!
her mind is full of working stuff now!
i think she has stay up late at night thinking about working la...
is so cute of her to be sooo excited! haha
and han en!
she is the funny one~
she said very gan jiong!
haha~ i wonder if they can sleep well tonight! xD
or else i will be seeing two pandaS tomorrow!
oh ya! back to yesterday night!
i dreamt of someone yesterday~
and i can consider the someone as someone special for me now~
i hated to dreamt about my special one!
whenever i dreamt about my special one,
i will not see my special one the other day...
or
i can say can't see my special one "clearly"
haha~ what am i talking about?!
crap la!
fine~
chaoz 1st!
don't miss me too much ah!
oh ya! before that!
Crystal and me changed our own name at Mr. Gerald classes just now
guess what!
hers is Crystal Cullen and mine is Stephannie Cullen! xD
Edward is driving both of us crazy!
and Han en joined too~
but she prefer Jacob!
so hers is Reniece Black!
and shi yun too~
she will be Michelle Black!
lol xP~
k la~
chaoz~
tataz~




~Stephannie Cullen~

Words of Love

Edward: And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
Bella: What a stupid lamb.
Edward: What a sick, masochistic lion.- Twilight -


"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were the stars - little points of light and reason. Then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. And there was no more reason for anything."
~Edward Cullen

"About three things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was part of him - and I didn't know how potent that part might be - that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him."
~ Bella Swan


oh!! i just can't forget these lines!! is sooo sweeeet~
is the memory that u will never forget about bella and edward rite??
hehehe

Twilight again!

actually what i wanted to post was about the meaning of the cover of Twilight series~ so here we go!

Stephenie Meyer has stated that the apple on the cover represents the forbidden fruit from the book of Genesis. It symbolizes Bella's and Edward's love, which is forbidden, similar to the fruit of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, as is made obvious by the quote from Genesis 2:17 that opens the book. It also represents choice.

The flower on the cover of New Moon is a red and white Parrot tulip. Stephenie Meyer has stated that the flower has no significance to the story, as she had no part in choosing its design.

The title refers to the darkest phase of the lunar cycle, indicating that New Moon is about the darkest period of Bella's life.The book jacket features a torn red ribbon. Although it was supposed to be disclosed to the public in May 2007 at the Eclipse Prom,Barnes and Noble and Stephenie Meyer's official website premiered the newly released cover in March 2007, along with a preview summary of the book's plot.The broken ribbon represents choice, as in the book Bella must choose between her love for Edward Cullen, her vampire boyfriend, and her friendship/love with Jacob Black. Meyer also stated that the ribbon represents the idea that Bella can't break away completely from her human life.

Breaking Dawn's cover is a metaphor for Bella's progression throughout the entire saga. She began as the physically weakest player on the board: the pawn. She ended as the strongest: the queen. The title Breaking Dawn is a reference to the beginning of Bella's vampire life

Twilight to New Moon

i finished Twilight last week actually, and now i am finishing New Moon and going for Eclipse tomorrow! woohoo~ and i cried while reading New Moon you know! i cried! hahaha... when he left her alone in the wood. oh! i am totally addicted now. especially to Edward! help! exam is few weeks from now and i haven't prepare myself yet! but i think, is worth it! lol

Twilight by Stephenie Meyer

Twilight, a story by Stephenie Meyer, which was the New York Times Editor's choice! and is really great! Edward Cullen which was an Italian vampire(they are "vegetarian",they feed on animal's blood, tofu and soy milk!lol), fall in love with a girl who just moved to Forks~ and the most interesting part is he could read others mind, BUT not Bella's!.... ohh~~ is really sweet la!! and the movie will be in cinema on 21st of November 2008! u must never miss it~ i'm so in love with Edward now!! love love love~! muaxxx~

everything is going crazy!

lalala~ more than one week never on9! miss me rite?! lol~aiya! what to do! stupid comp la! kena virus! haih! i have so much to talk about la~ things that happened everywhere!! and we went for skating today! it's so fun! there are han en, larissa, luvena, crystal(forced to) and their gang! and of course ME! we tot today will be crowded! but it don't seems to be that crowded actually! and we enjoy skating! so fun! it was like flying BUT using ur leg! lol~ and is National day now! haha... ntg special about that actually! BUT! do remember! my birthday is tomorrow!! REMEMBER AHHH!!
is on the 1st!!! k!!! hahhaha~ k la~ chaoz 1st~ still have to check on others blog!
to be continued....

breaking up "game"

till now i still don't understand why couples will want to break up when they just have some arguement~ can't they understand that how amazing that they can meet each other and get together...there are so many people in this world... and knowing each other is not that easy, but there are some people who don't appreciate these amazing things that happened in their life and just say they wanted to break up so easily...till now i don't find breaking up is a fun thing to do~ why can't everyone think rationally when they are arguing...and after breaking up they only know how to appreciate... is like so easy to say break up... can't they feel that is to late to appreciate after that! think back if you're in that condition now~ life isn't that easy! being a couple is not that easy tooo~ learn how to tolerate~~ sometimes tolerating can change everything!

learning and improving...

today is the first time Larissa been to my house. and eventually we went to her house after that too~her house was so great. cause she can has her own bedroom. haha~ i am wondering when can i get mine... haha~ and at Mr.Gerald's class today, when we discussing the homework given, sir usually make a compliment about me~ haha.. but, things doesn't end so easily. he requested han en and me to read one of the paragraph. by that time, we were like "omg! why sir called us? is he sick??"haha. anyway, i have learned a great lesson today. be confident with yourself and everything will be alright! and sir said he will remember our class if we left in the future~ owww~ so touching! haha~

That's really hurt

hey everyone~ i'm back! and i have been quite moody these days since i met him again. know why?? he is still avoiding me~ i think he hates me a lot for loving him so much. but this is not what i one. i always hope that i could give u up so that when i saw u again i wouldn't have any feeling and walk away. and if i really can, i would be very proud of myself! but i still can't~ that time when i last saw you, i though it was the last time i gonna see you. when i saw you again that day i totally broke down~ what you have done really hurt. but you wouldn't know how i feel~ maybe someday you will...

Fated to Love You!

well well. did u all watch this drama?? it is so hot until 10%++ Taiwanese stick to their tv watching this drama! and now the news have spread to America~ and there is a report of this drama written by Maya Alexandri saying "Why tv show 'Fated to Love You' is an obsession at Taiwan." and now, i'm sure is a waste if u don't watch it right!!haha

http://blogs.wsj.com/buzzwatch/2008/07/10/global-buzz-why-tv-show-fated-to-love-you-is-an-obsession-in-taiwan/

same old things!

i didn't touch my comp for a week, cz my mum doesn't want my bro to play as his upsr exam was coming! and i also have not time to use. or i can say that i dun even have enough time to sleep well these days!but something that i sure i will do every week is to watch "fated to love". and now is that final part! is going more and more exciting! i'm still downloading it now! hope it will download finish soon. and just to tell u that, dun miss it k! is really a hot drama!

skul again

skipped school yesterday, bcz mum over slept and by the time she wake up is ad 6.45am and my cousins were all prepared. so i din wake up and continue sleeping. and today i did wake up early and gone to school. the first thing we did at school were the "si beh lame senamrobik". danced from 7.30 to 8.30. at first, all of us was following. but then we end up talking bout our plan-- to lagoon on the 6th of sept. well, it is to celebrate han en's and ying yi's BELATED b'day( really beeeeelated. lol=D) my b'day and larissa's advanced b'day. sounds complicated rite. haha. then me, larissa and de xian were discussing bout going which park, what to wear, what to bring and so on. but the thing was, is still looong. is still july now and we're talking about sept. lol sounds funny~ ok nvm. and one thing i found out yesterday. many ppl were wearing the 2008 inter-school rally, 'Legacy' t-shirt. i'm one of them of course. somehow i don't really like it when i wear the t-shirt. it makes me look funny. but i still love black colour xD.

Legacy

there are so many things going on today. for me, the 1st thing today after i wake up was going training. having loads of fun there. and we end it earlier than we expected~ after that went to eat bah kut teh with han en's parents~ of cz, went to her hse after that~ after bath we went for nap~ then went to her bro's hse at setia alam. and the around 5 went back to han en's and then we have some chat in a room. and by 6 went to rally, Legacy~
this is the 10th rally organised by iscf~ and this year, they shifted to a bigger scene at the komplex sukan pandamaran~ and 2000++ ppl go crazy in the event, instead of going to the Bon Odori. lol
and today~ it was like so many things going on~ Legacy, Bon Odori, La Salle 3 on 3 and so on~

and one things that i'm really angry bout is just now when arguing with my mum~ she would call me to help her in doing her things but she can't accompany me to take my DINNER! and it was already 11. i still din eat anything since afternoon~ later if i had gastric she will complaint that i din eat again~ see la. what kind of horrible life is this. how good if i could just call for a stop. or just end it like this~sometimes i wish i could.

busy life huh~

everyone is busy now~
and i think he is the most busy one~
i think this is the 3rd or 4th time i heard him going for a camp
wow~ so many camp huh~
that's why he always skip tuition classes
and that's why i didn't get the chance to see him sometimes
but i'm not sad or even disappointed at all
is better compared to last time~
3rd monthly test is just around the corner!
and i think i have to prepare now!
i dunwan to get fail anymore!
from the 1st monthly test i have been failing for certain subjects~
hope i can pass with flying colours~
or just to pass is enough for me~

the lucky 3

know why i posted this blog as lucky 3???
haha! i guess you don't know.
but some of u sure know rite..
haha...just let it be a secret!
but i'm so so so happy la! xD

report cards

today was report card day and as usual, mum went to school~
for me my results was bad bad this time.
anyway i would work harder for the next semester~
then we went to my brother's school to take his too(actually is late)
then we reach hin hua and walk to his class.
when we step into the class and asked the teacher for my brother,
the maths teacher said~
mum:wai yee, pls~
m.t:wai yee ah! oh~
then he called my bro and continue
m.t: he always din pass up his work ar! and he was so lazy!
mum:oh~ izit?
m.t: ya~ he always walk around and talk
that time i was like huh? he walk around and talk?
for me my bro was very quiet and shy
but now i know~ hahaha
then went to see his class teacher
and teacher complained about the same problem too
and she even told us that his eyes have problem look from far
even if he sits in from he couldn't see~
and she added that she said she gave a letter to my bro for my mum
but my bro didn't give it of my mum, instead he keep it in his bag
then i was like wow~ how dare him!
and now i think he probably won't have the chance to sit in front of the computer anymore

i want a better life!

schooling was very tiring~
having loads of homeworks,tuition classes,projects,exam etc.
why we have to do all this?
the answer is just to make your life better.
in a not long future,
everything would change.
we might having problems finding jobs and food.
therefore parents sent us to school and tuition classes everyday
hoping that we would be a better person,
getting a better job~
but sometimes we really need a break.
a break to have fun.
a break to throw homeworks aside.
a break to hang out with frenz.
a break to play around without caring what is going on.
a break where we can relax.
after these break,
we have to continue with our realistic life.
having stress when you're young is better than can't get any job in the future
rite?

21st of june~

morning went to training and it was chia ann's bday~
we bought a cake for her and gave her a surprise~ ahahaha
then went to shu fei's hse as she was gonna treat us eat afterwards
after bathing walk to aeon~
went to sakae and saw elaine and shir li there.
we sat at the same row there but still something blocked us~
then we watched the same movie~
so i sit beside shir li~ haha
the movie was nice and funny
we bought a lot of food to eat inside~haha
and we took a lot of pic in the toilet!
lol~
saw yew weng there too~
as he is celebrating his bday with frenz!
how dare him! din't invite me some more ask for present~ haha
and after everyone went back,
i walk alone to popular~
suddenly, i heard someone calling my name
and it sounds familiar!
yea! is mc~ with her mum!
so we chatted for a while
and then my mum reach so i went back home
and leave her alone!
hahahaha~
that's all for today! tata


-sTepH-

june 18th

well. today was june 18th.
is shu fei bday!
wish her a happy bday!
this morning wake up and had a stomach ache~
somehow, i still went to skul.
by the time i reach skul, i was very blur.
then pey yin keep calling my name,
but i din bother her.
until i fed up and turn to her
and she says
"u din wish her?"
then i was like thinking what the hell she talking until i realise
that shu fei sitting there~
hahahaha
and han en din come to skul~
she says she is sick!
as u know la~
girl's had the problem every month!
hahahahahah

then at chemistry class today.
Ms. Linda went to straighten her hair.
ntg special but everyone was laughing
but not me la!
haha
was very sleepy at first~
but end up concentrating in the class!! yeah!

last post i did mention about future.
and now, i started to think what i wanted to be in the future.
there was something bugging me.
should i go to form 6?
or just go to college just like everyone does.
and, what course would i take?
will i be what i wanted to in the future?
i hope i will!!
and that's all for today!
tata~


-sTepH-

time

finally its saturday!
waited so long for saturday to come.
skul was very tiring and boring!
but luckily, there are han en with me everyday.. hehe
this morning we had training at skul,
many faces din show up,
and we ended up trained like mad!
everyone was tired~
and thirsty too...
bcz today training was from 7.30 to 9 only,
so we didn't had a chance to rest.
all of us, our stamina was like shit! hahahaha
that's why is so tiring!

and as everyone knows,
this is june month~
and is so many ppl's bday month!
is also pk month for me T.T
is like so many ppl's bday at this month la.
my best friend han en and shu fei!
and chia ann, yew weng and so on~
havta use mym money to buy present again!
haha. anyway, wish them HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
and all of u will be sixteen.
but i still have to wait until september!
luckily, my best pal larissa is the same as me~
hers was at the end of october.
and we are gonna celebrate together that time.
hehehe~

now i felt that time passes fast!
in about one and a half-year we are going to take our SPM~
after that we are going to leave school!
some going colleges,
meanwhile some taking form 6.
until now i still don't have idea on which to choose.
but i am sure that someday we will be someone else out there!

-sTepH-

exam results!

these three days of skul,
we have almost got back all our exam papers!
haih! the results were bad!
i scored badly in my favourite subject- account!
ish ish!
how could i got that! T.T
feel like dying soon!
and i failed two subjects!
add maths and chemistry o.0
i never pass add maths!
but i would try my best to pass it in the next monthly test!
oh god! pls help me!

-sTepH-

sleepy days!

actually wanted to blog so much ytd! but after reach home
then have to bath and prepare to tuition!
just until when we wanted to view some picts the connection lost again!
wth! the streamyx had been so sucks since few months ago!
ish! nvm.
but i don't think i will continue the summer splash story! its too loooong~
and i'm so sleepy now!
just on9 to find some information to complete the projects!
skul just started ytd, but i have no mood to study! everyday was so suffering!
i felt so sleepy and i just wanted to sleep whenever teacher is talking@.@
i need holidays! i wanted to go to lagoon! i wanted to go for shopping!
i need vacations! ahhhhh~!!!


-sTepH-

roxy summer splash!

yeah~ summer splash! roxy! hahaha~cool man! love it~ hehehe.
went there by ktm. reach there around 10++ then meet up with soon hong and yi~
then me, yi and dong went toKFC for breakfast while the others were having mcD.
that time sunway was already crowded with ppl!
at 11.45 we walked to the resort entrance,
when we see from the top there was already full of ppl!
so we turned back and go through another entrance near the KFC~
by that time we go in! the goodies bags have finished~
so we went in and changed then went to the beach! haha~
saw many familiar faces there! hahaha. then the concert started~
all the hunks and cover girls were there.haha!
the crowd was so high! love it! haha. l
azy to tell more details now.
so gonna continue tomorrow~ hehe. that's all for today! enjoy~

-sTepH-

streamyx!

i sure most of you used streamyx at home rite! and i am also sure that it really sucks! really stupid la the connection! wanted to sign in my msn also can't. really don't understand what they doing la! called so many times to complain but the problem still remains the same! didn't show any efficiency at all!! and they can't even speak English well! omg! this is what Malaysia is nowadays~ "jatuh standard"

4th of june~

yeah! is 4th of june~ today is my dear MICKY's birthday! hehe~ wish him a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! he has been so cute for me!! haha~ TVXQ keep fighting! i will support u foreva~! <3>!!
cute micky

cool micky~

sun.mon

sun- went to sungai wang with han en and her parents. reached there at 4.30. walking around with han en then suddenly a group of ppl come over and asked for donation~ it was for the china szechuan earthquake~ i was blanked when i saw the girl talking to me was zhong hsiao yu(zhong sheng zhong sis).then i called han en as she duno that i' still behind~ she come over and donated too. after that we went for photo machine! hehe~ taken twice. quite lame! cz too long din take d~ hehe. then we meet up with her parents d jiu walk to watch the show from m'sian artist. b4 that we even saw zheng wei kang(astro singing comp champion). haha. then there was performance from yu heng, manhand, victor lee and lots more 1st time saw so many artistes in a day.

mon-no electricity since 8am. but i still can sleep till 11! hahaha went to alpha~ just a few ppl as everyone went to the earlier class. after eating yong tau fu went 7-11 and have maggi again~ haha. i saw him~ although is just for a while but i sure is him.nvm also la. cz later on can see him at the tuition d ma. haha. ntg special. just that too,long never saw him d. quite happy~ hehe

-sTepH-

thurs.fri.sat

thurs- scarying. grandmother suddenly vomited blood. submitted to HTAR. that day was so pik cik! c2pid security guards. know what she did? instead of letting us using the main door to the car park, she called us to use another way! wth!! wasting time and what is the uses of that c2pid door and what for wasting money employing some guards to look at the door? is better to use a dog rite! such a bad day!

fri- no mr. gerald's class so stayed at home until 3 something only went out for maths tuition at 6. funny rite? mom's idea~ watched "er zuo ju 2 wen" at home~ such a cute couple! haha~ nothing much for today!

sat- wakes up at 11.30am today! haha~ ntg much to do. so on9 and continue downloading "er zuo ju 2 wen". chatted with a guy named chinpeng. found that he is cute! haha~ till now i don't understand that why guys love playing on9 games! he said that not every guy likes that. but mostly they like it rite! ...

just finished the chemist tuition~ my neck was pain like hell! but having lots of fun there. cz there is me and han en! hahaha. and i think i might get sore throat soon cz eating too much chocolate!! *wink* that's all for now! duno what to write anymore!bye~

-logged out-

sTepH

holidays?

haih~ what kind of holidays is this~ everyday tuition!! the teacher even double up the time!! today's chemistry 12.45 to 4.30 ler!! gosh!@.@

horrible!!

went to PKNS Shah Alam with Mom just now. Mom wanted to find a nearer parking place~ so we turn right into the parking area,BUT there wrote "untuk PAS ISLAM SHJ". walaoeh!! what do they mean huh?! that place is just for malays? omg!! racism la weih!! summore said bersatu padu!! shit la! no wonder till now m'sia is still left behind all other countries!! no offences but this is the truth!

is just a trip~ but...

ya!! is just a trip to PD~ ntg else! but what i experienced there was unexpected~ well, let's talk bout the room 1st! this is not my first time staying over at tiara beach! but that nite was so scarying! i can't sleep well until 1am~ then finally when i sleep, suddenly i can't breath well! then someone beside me talked to me~ that time i can't open my eyes. and she was saying that " i'm always beside u" and some "evil laugh"~ i forced myself to open my eyes and everything gets back to normal! phew! scary right! then the next thing was ys. i guess u all won't know who~ but who cares~ys has been special for me. but not now. i tot i wouldn't go on a trip with ys again. but who knows what will happen in the future right! we didn't talk to each other~ just looking at each other and it make me feel that i shouldn't be there~ somehow i still care bout ys~ maybe! just wondering how ys feels bout me now?? and what will happen to us if that thing doesn't happen?? but i know that is impossible to get back to the past. so no point thinking that anymore. just hope that ys will be happy always.

-logged out-
sTepH

finally! the last day!

yeah!! finished the last two paper today, est and add maths!! happy but sad...
add maths so damn kao hard!! si harrisss!!
wan let us fail also no need do until like that gua!!yam jin betol!! ish!
nvm!! planning to lagoon~ weeeheeeheee~
yeah!! holidays!! summer!!
woohoooo~

may 17th

well~ today may not be a special day for everyone!! but it is lee hom's birthday!! the best guy i every seen!!he was perfect haha~ and 14th was ying yi's bday!! happy birthday to both of u ya~ ^^

taken exam for two days!! just finished four paper~ lots more to go on!! the sej paper was like wth!! so damn kao hard to do~ what we studied was just half in the paper!! ish ish!! nvm. i will study again for my objective paper! tomorrow is mother's day! wish all the mummy happy mother's day!! and of cz~ to my dearest mom! happy mother's day~ muaxx.. haha

this is the 3rd time i post today. tired and bored~
felt sorry to jie because i left her alone for chemistry class~
just now, i viewed his profile again.
i don't understand why i will view his profile.
it has been so long since i decided to give him up until i did it.
but i really don't understand why i will still care of his life.
"how are u going on?"
"do you have any special someone?"
"how tall you are now?"
"how are you in school?"
all these questions bugs me whenever i thinks of u.
i gave you up,didn't i?
but why?
why are u still there in my mind?
affecting my mood, my life, my thinking.
maybe the next time i going to see you would be the last time for me to see you this year.
after all, you are the one i still wanted to care about now.
no one knows what will happen in the future.
but i can tell that
i won't be thinking you ,caring you, missing you that much when the time comes~

oh ya~ today morning, duno wth goin on to the skul's teacher,
they have had a major spot-check o.0~
i was so lucky at first that they din found
my liquid paper and some picts of "Micky"~ hehe.
but then, mana tau during the moral lesson,
when pote pulled me to accompany her to the toilet they confiscated my liquid paper!!
par~lia betul la!!
no offence la! is just that the spot-check is over!!
can't u just act that u dun see a thing!!
and the exam is tomorrow!! i need it ler!! ish ish!!
elaine & vern szin were lucky that they brought their hp to skul
and end up ntg happened!! haha

i'm supposed to be in skul now, for duno what stupid subjects!!
all bcz of gastric la!! suffered for 3 days ady~ it just come suddenly.
taken medicine this morning but its useless.
haih~ missed my sejarah class!!ish! havta work harder to memorize again!!
tomorrow is the examination day. but i haven't prepare for tomorrow subject yet.
BM~ ewww~ hate it! i just put my full concentration on sej!! haha~ in love with it now~
all the "tamadunS" although sometimes it make me confused
but is better than chemist, physics and for sure ADD MATHS!
that make me totally blank 0.0!
hope i won't fail even one subject this time!!
wish me good luck ya~
and
to all who were taking exams!! GOOD LUCK TOO!

tired of everything~

very long din post d~ stayed at han en's on fri. quite funny~ she can't sleep well! i supposed to be the one who can't sleep well what!! lol~ then went to fei's sis wedding party ytd nite~ taken a lot of picts with pote & sa~
this is one of my favourite~ haha

that day he din come~ haih~ kinda disappointed!! wanted to see him so much but end up he not there~ know how i feel? haih~ tomorrow got tuition again!! will he be there?? dun think he will miss the class~ but if he wants he would rite... i can't do anything~ pls help me so that i won't fall too deep~ pls!! i dunwan to get the same old ending anymore!! NEVER!!

busy days~!

tournament is over! everything back to normal! but it doesn't seems normal to me~ i still miss tournament days~ haiz. this few days cant on9 at nite~ duno why also!! stupid streamyx~ bad connection!! make me miss shir li so much!! cant chat with her~ haiz. too much to share with her~ but no chance! ish ish! day pass by fast! tomorrow will be canteen day. and we're goin to celebrate her b'day for her there. well! just wanna wish her HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! be happy alwiz ya! and one more thing! i had give up on him! hehe!! found myself back! n found a special one! hehe^^ secret~ shhhh~ dun jealous ya!! sign off 1st. tata