That's really hurt

hey everyone~ i'm back! and i have been quite moody these days since i met him again. know why?? he is still avoiding me~ i think he hates me a lot for loving him so much. but this is not what i one. i always hope that i could give u up so that when i saw u again i wouldn't have any feeling and walk away. and if i really can, i would be very proud of myself! but i still can't~ that time when i last saw you, i though it was the last time i gonna see you. when i saw you again that day i totally broke down~ what you have done really hurt. but you wouldn't know how i feel~ maybe someday you will...