Saturday, May 31

thurs.fri.sat

thurs- scarying. grandmother suddenly vomited blood. submitted to HTAR. that day was so pik cik! c2pid security guards. know what she did? instead of letting us using the main door to the car park, she called us to use another way! wth!! wasting time and what is the uses of that c2pid door and what for wasting money employing some guards to look at the door? is better to use a dog rite! such a bad day!

fri- no mr. gerald's class so stayed at home until 3 something only went out for maths tuition at 6. funny rite? mom's idea~ watched "er zuo ju 2 wen" at home~ such a cute couple! haha~ nothing much for today!

sat- wakes up at 11.30am today! haha~ ntg much to do. so on9 and continue downloading "er zuo ju 2 wen". chatted with a guy named chinpeng. found that he is cute! haha~ till now i don't understand that why guys love playing on9 games! he said that not every guy likes that. but mostly they like it rite! ...

Wednesday, May 28

just finished the chemist tuition~ my neck was pain like hell! but having lots of fun there. cz there is me and han en! hahaha. and i think i might get sore throat soon cz eating too much chocolate!! *wink* that's all for now! duno what to write anymore!bye~

-logged out-

sTepH

holidays?

haih~ what kind of holidays is this~ everyday tuition!! the teacher even double up the time!! today's chemistry 12.45 to 4.30 ler!! gosh!@.@

Tuesday, May 27

horrible!!

went to PKNS Shah Alam with Mom just now. Mom wanted to find a nearer parking place~ so we turn right into the parking area,BUT there wrote "untuk PAS ISLAM SHJ". walaoeh!! what do they mean huh?! that place is just for malays? omg!! racism la weih!! summore said bersatu padu!! shit la! no wonder till now m'sia is still left behind all other countries!! no offences but this is the truth!

Monday, May 26

is just a trip~ but...

ya!! is just a trip to PD~ ntg else! but what i experienced there was unexpected~ well, let's talk bout the room 1st! this is not my first time staying over at tiara beach! but that nite was so scarying! i can't sleep well until 1am~ then finally when i sleep, suddenly i can't breath well! then someone beside me talked to me~ that time i can't open my eyes. and she was saying that " i'm always beside u" and some "evil laugh"~ i forced myself to open my eyes and everything gets back to normal! phew! scary right! then the next thing was ys. i guess u all won't know who~ but who cares~ys has been special for me. but not now. i tot i wouldn't go on a trip with ys again. but who knows what will happen in the future right! we didn't talk to each other~ just looking at each other and it make me feel that i shouldn't be there~ somehow i still care bout ys~ maybe! just wondering how ys feels bout me now?? and what will happen to us if that thing doesn't happen?? but i know that is impossible to get back to the past. so no point thinking that anymore. just hope that ys will be happy always.

-logged out-
sTepH

Thursday, May 22

finally! the last day!

yeah!! finished the last two paper today, est and add maths!! happy but sad...
add maths so damn kao hard!! si harrisss!!
wan let us fail also no need do until like that gua!!yam jin betol!! ish!
nvm!! planning to lagoon~ weeeheeeheee~
yeah!! holidays!! summer!!
woohoooo~

Saturday, May 17

may 17th

well~ today may not be a special day for everyone!! but it is lee hom's birthday!! the best guy i every seen!!he was perfect haha~ and 14th was ying yi's bday!! happy birthday to both of u ya~ ^^

Saturday, May 10

taken exam for two days!! just finished four paper~ lots more to go on!! the sej paper was like wth!! so damn kao hard to do~ what we studied was just half in the paper!! ish ish!! nvm. i will study again for my objective paper! tomorrow is mother's day! wish all the mummy happy mother's day!! and of cz~ to my dearest mom! happy mother's day~ muaxx.. haha

Wednesday, May 7

this is the 3rd time i post today. tired and bored~
felt sorry to jie because i left her alone for chemistry class~
just now, i viewed his profile again.
i don't understand why i will view his profile.
it has been so long since i decided to give him up until i did it.
but i really don't understand why i will still care of his life.
"how are u going on?"
"do you have any special someone?"
"how tall you are now?"
"how are you in school?"
all these questions bugs me whenever i thinks of u.
i gave you up,didn't i?
but why?
why are u still there in my mind?
affecting my mood, my life, my thinking.
maybe the next time i going to see you would be the last time for me to see you this year.
after all, you are the one i still wanted to care about now.
no one knows what will happen in the future.
but i can tell that
i won't be thinking you ,caring you, missing you that much when the time comes~

oh ya~ today morning, duno wth goin on to the skul's teacher,
they have had a major spot-check o.0~
i was so lucky at first that they din found
my liquid paper and some picts of "Micky"~ hehe.
but then, mana tau during the moral lesson,
when pote pulled me to accompany her to the toilet they confiscated my liquid paper!!
par~lia betul la!!
no offence la! is just that the spot-check is over!!
can't u just act that u dun see a thing!!
and the exam is tomorrow!! i need it ler!! ish ish!!
elaine & vern szin were lucky that they brought their hp to skul
and end up ntg happened!! haha
i'm supposed to be in skul now, for duno what stupid subjects!!
all bcz of gastric la!! suffered for 3 days ady~ it just come suddenly.
taken medicine this morning but its useless.
haih~ missed my sejarah class!!ish! havta work harder to memorize again!!
tomorrow is the examination day. but i haven't prepare for tomorrow subject yet.
BM~ ewww
~
hate it! i just put my full concentration on sej!! haha~ in love with it now~
all the "tamadunS" although sometimes it make me confused
but is better than chemist, physics and for sure ADD MATHS!
that make me totally blank 0.0!
hope i won't fail even one subject this time!!
wish me good luck ya~
and
to all who were taking exams!! GOOD LUCK TOO!

Sunday, May 4

tired of everything~

very long din post d~ stayed at han en's on fri. quite funny~ she can't sleep well! i supposed to be the one who can't sleep well what!! lol~ then went to fei's sis wedding party ytd nite~ taken a lot of picts with pote & sa~
this is one of my favourite~ haha

that day he din come~ haih~ kinda disappointed!! wanted to see him so much but end up he not there~ know how i feel? haih~ tomorrow got tuition again!! will he be there?? dun think he will miss the class~ but if he wants he would rite... i can't do anything~ pls help me so that i won't fall too deep~ pls!! i dunwan to get the same old ending anymore!! NEVER!!