i miss u lot~

it had been more than one month i think~ i reli miss u lots~ i hope to see u~ but... everytime i hoped to c u.. i will be dissapointed~ juz lik today~ when i heard dat u're goin to sns too~ i was so happy.. but when reached thr they told me u not cumin~ i was so dissapointed~ haiz~ wad can i do summore?? i have put so much effort to try not to think bout u... but wateva i do... no matter how busy i am... i will still think of u~ god!! pls help me!! T.T